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I know it's been a bit nuts on dA lately, especially for those who have a small batch of followers and now receive nothing from anyone because of how dead the community has become. It saddens me a bit, and maybe that's why you don't see me on much anymore.
No I am not getting rid of this wonderful profile I've had for so many years, because it was the gateway to the internet for me and this place is still very special to me.
I wanted to do a life update simply because there has been so much going on.
I never told dA really, but during the month of June I visited my friend DemonDragonSaer in Germany and had a blast with her and her family It was an incredible experience to be in Europe, as I viewed some very beautiful things as well as experience the busy hustle and bustle of central London. Needless to say I had so much fun and I would go back to visit her in a heartbeat. That and I miss her a lot already
Other than that, personal shit has happened and as a result I have secluded myself to playing Skyrim like all day long for two weeks straight lol But that only made me more suseptible to my depressive episodes so I'm going to stop being on that game for 8+ hours or so. Yeah I played a lot don't judge me haha
I've experienced a lot more depression lately and the heaviness in my chest has gotten worse, even though I just updated my meds to 30mg a dose barely a few months ago. I'm going to see a psychiatrist to get to the bottom of it so I can eat properly and sleep properly and more importantly LIVE properly. It's become nearly upbearable, and it hasn't been this bad in a long time. I'm not feeling as bad as when it first started, but I think it's time for a change.
I'm going to group therapy again, and the psychologists recommended that I used mood stabilizers instead of depression meds because of my past experiences and how I react to stimuli. My moods can change radically throughout the day, and while that sounds normal for everyone else, mine are drastic and it's exhausting. A few answers from someone who specifically prescribes meds instead of my primary doctor doing that for me would be fantastic right now.
Anyway... I know most of my followers (or all of them) have all but gone or are no longer on dA, but if you read this then it means a lot. Thank you all for being there, all 190 or so of you.
gosh wow i've been here 7 years and i only have 190 followers geez guys wtf i'm amazing okay
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